Felicia Jiamei Lau

Out of my hands.

I gotta ASSUME nobody that is mentioned in this blog post will read my blog, cause 95% they don't know my blog URL, and I think nobody reads my blog. But just in case, im gonna type this whole post in both chinese and english, mixed. and of course, SINGLISH. hahahaha.

这个世界上真的有各种各样的人。有时，我还一直叫别人面对现实，这个世界是很现实的。有些人是你的朋友，他们就会支持你到底，如果不是，他们才不会有这样多时间去管你。真的，这个世界上没有一个人是完美的，只有神才是完美的，没有人可以跟祂比。

现在去跳舞有时我觉得就像上战场，每个人都很激烈 。有可能是我不够好，每个人都嫌弃我吧，我不是你们的一部分我就没有你们的支持。所以我也打算不要跳了。 我不要做那个 student cheoro 了。其实我早就会知道这样的东西迟早是会发生的。 but i believe i'm strong enough, im gonna change. 每个人就是这样的现实，就这样，我知道他们不支持我，那就不要经吧.

Easter :D

I wished I have photos to post, but don't have ): ohwell. I was actually referring photos of myself. (okay, there goes the selfish me again) HAHA, anyway past 2 days had been crazy. i cannot have crazy lifestyle, i'll just fall sick in a lack of sleep and over-tiring of myself.

oh right, guess what? Friday, went heather's party. and so "smart" of me to wear heels. I mean, okay, i wear heels for nice nice, like 摆美美而已. And it's really a tough one, try walking almost 2km in my heels, i'm killed. literally. HAHAHA, i end up taking out my heels on the bus back home! LOL :x oops! unglam much lah, i know okay.

And hence, (i sound like writing an essay) i've decided to wear SNEAKERS today. well, not that bad lah. but internal is like so sian. LOLL. first service i end up sitting the front row of the middle zone (Y) HAHA. 6th row leh! not bad what! right! at least can 看得很清楚! and probably i should start blogging in chinese too! Chinese Os coming up. 好紧张哦! 我想要考到 A1 所以应该加油了吧!

Little info from Yahoo!

Was scrolling through Yahoo! homepage (yes, it's my habit to see Yahoo! everytime I use the computer.) and i saw this link that says 'what girls say and what they really meant'. I thought all was quite true to a certain extent and i find this one below exceptionally true. HAHA, well, cause I said this before and I meant what it says. Like totally! HAHA!

What she says: “This feels good, but we really shouldn’t.” 
What she means: “I want you, bad, but don’t want to get burned.”
Why she says it: The night is winding down, and it’s time to decide whether she should hold ‘em, fold ‘em, or soldier on into the morning light with you. So if your date isn’t telling you a flat-out “No,” “I don’t want to,” or “I don’t like you that way,” chances are she really does like you — and want you — that way. She’d just rather wait a few weeks or months until she knows you’re not a love-’em-and-leave-’em type. “It’s possible she’s been in the position before of becoming intimate with a man and wanting to hear from him and then not hearing from him — and she doesn’t want to make that mistake again,” says Wolf. So if you’re a guy who really does want the relationship to go further (be honest now), it’s worth telling her so to see if she’ll change her mind.

Never say never!

Okay, today watched his movie with dion and pam :D the movie is really, great. Okay, so maybe I did have a little Bieber fever, but still, I'm not that obsessed with him. I just simply think that he's a super ultra talented guy who just happend to made it big because of Youtube. He's really got talent, but i think people go so crazy over him is totally, idk what. Hmm.. and the part of the movie which made both dion and me high was the part where it's One Less Lonely Girl. I tell you, it is oh my gawd sweet. obviously, that's not real. just imagine the mother randomly goes around and ask "do you want to be the one less lonely girl?" i think you'll just faint on the spot can! besides, you get roses from Justin Bieber. HAHAHA. and i was talking say how worth it it is to go for Taylor Swift concert compared to Justin bieber's concert! HAHA.

What do I have to say?

Be Fearless, Speak Now ;
That's what they say.

I now officially own this 2 album :) 2 for $22! Seriously, it's on some kind of sale, but definately not clearance sale because Speak Now is so freaking new. HAHA, so i'm also not sure what kind of sale it is, I only know that it's sale. that's all. Actually, I was considering between 2 Taylor Swift album to 1 JJ album that have 2 CD and 1 DVD plus free poster. Okay, i know i sound kiasu now, HAHA :P

anyway, i've been limping for the past 2 days :O not good.  I ran too fast for 2.4KM, i'm the first for my class though :) I ran quite fast! like 13:19 ! Heee, i'm so proud of myself, but now it's the after-effect. leg pain, like madness. so i was limping, i dont know what to do now ): tomorrow i'm going out whole day, and with me limping like that? NOT COOL. totally not cool. i'm trying to walk properly okay :x 

Tomorrow will be a long day. but an awesome one :D

You are the music in me ;

wondering what's the top song on my iTunes? This.

1. Mine - Taylor Swift
2. Back To December - Taylor Swift
3. Speak Now - Taylor Swift
4. Love Story - Taylor Swift
5. Telephone - Lady Gaga feat. Beyonce
6.  Fearless - Taylor Swift

I don't want to continue listing cause the number 7 song and the number 6 song has a huge difference in the number of plays. (please refer to picture above) So i guess that's not exactly the top. Hmmm, Telephone really came in by suprise, cause I don't usually see the most played song on my iTunes and I just happend to see it today and like, poof! Lady GaGa is actually number 5 :O Well, obviously the top few is bombarded by Taylor Swift, isn't it obvious enough? :) But I didn't know Mine would be number 1. Hmm.. I don't actually remember playing that song so many times leh. It's really kinda a little suprising to see the top song! And the next non-Taylor Swift singer is BRUNO MARS! wow eh? 

Probably with Lady Gaga as the exception, why I listen to the other songs so often? I also don't know why, but for Taylor Swift, the reason is obvious. I like her, because she writes every single of her songs. Well, I listen to songs according to how I feel and if I feel the same way as the composer. Don't ask me about High School Musical, I just love the songs. HAHA, I'll always remember Wanxin's craze about the 'Bet On It' song that time. Or was it another song? LOL. anyway, I love people who write their songs :) that's why I love Taylor Swift and 林俊杰! Hahaha! okay, i admite i DO go for the looks sometimes.. just admit it, Taylor Swift and JJ Lin both looks pretty and handsome right? ：D yeah, i hope i can at least write ONE song in my life. Don't have to be published or sung by someone fameous, just me singing it from the bottom of my heart will do. It's the simplicity of life.