Posts for July 2011
My weekend + monday! A pretty interesting post!
What can I say abot my weekend? It's really awesome man :D I mean, okay, besides that little emo thing about dance ministry audition. The rest has been awesome! I give it an A, for AWESOME! Saturday spent on going church and fellowship. I remembered it was right after dance audition that I saw fireworks and I literally SCREAMED. Then I got nicole so excited for fireworks too! okay, i know i sound like a small girl, but i reallylove fireworks, they are just so pretty. and so, i asked jiayong if we can go and watch fireworks next week and he agreed :D yay! this is gonna be a blast, if the weather doesn't come and destroy it, that is. Praying for good weather on saturday so that can take awesome photo of fireworks! WHEEE! like excited only! anyway, that was saturday.
Sunday woke up super early just to go all the way to Bukit Batok.. zzzz, then me and my sister had breakfast at the macs there. then we meet the rest of the cell group to go to the railway track! wheee, exciting!!! not. WE GOT LOST! literally. HAHA, we sort of end up at Bukit Panjang Plaza... hmmm, never been there before. LOL. anyhow, we dragged and wasted 2 hours. HAHA andfinally reached the track, the picture above is the track, part of it. the most beautiful picture ever! HAHAHA, then we walk and walk to no possible end and finally we end up somewhere at Bukit Timah Hill... well. that's part two of my exciting sunday. Basically zhanrong stepped on some poop, and we had to walk up the hill to find the toilet for him to clean his slippers. and we saw interesting thing while resting..
Some huge disguesting ant. This ant literally freeze and post for me to take a picture okay! what an AA ant! (hey, it rhymes!)
anyhow, we walked down, saw a lot of monkeys!! first i thought it was scary.. okay, the fact is that IT IS scary okay. not funny, i am scared of monkey, it really freaks me out. Although i actually find some of them quite cute :P the trip only gets mre educational when we saw this:
yes, a mommy monkey and a baby monkey sucking on milk. this wasn't the only one, but this is the best shot i have caught. we saw like 5 of these monkeys and baby. We were all so shocked and really like WOW. so fascinated by the scene mans! really! okay, yay. and throughout the whole trip, i was being a 大小姐! i really cannot stand the heat. LOL, and for the first time in my life I'm complaining about heat and using an umbrella to walk under the sun because it was too hot -.- HAHA. okay, i am becoming a spoilt brat. EEEEYERRR!! hahahhah. anyhow, we walked finish and went to Clementi Mall to eat :D then Jon came and joined the cg for a while and i buy koi for him! (I KNOW I AM SO NICE, THANK YOU! :P HAHA) and of course for myself also lah. then the rest went back and we both went to jurong point walk around and i did a retarded thing - PAINT HIS NAILS. best thing EVER! HAHAHAHA. so shiok! LOL. then went some park.. i have never been there before, but that place's quite cool, just that there's a lot of people during weekend -.- HAHA. yuppp! and took a picture!
WHEEE I LOVE MY HAIR! HAHAHAH!! anyway, so weekends gotta end. and school start today. didn't start THAT badly. and now honestly getting used to going back home at 3.10PM everyday (: it's a good thing, right? the good thing about today is that we had tea appreciation, the difference is that now i actually APPRECIATE it. i mean, P6 when we went to Cheung Cheng High, i didn't even LIKED tea. I hated tea so much, and now, like today when we made the tea, I COULDN'T STOP DRINKING! HAHAHAHAH! so nice lahh. and of course teacher provided peanuts to go along with the tea :D now i'm asking my mom to get a tea set, not only for those tea leaves, but also for chocolate tea that i buy from india about 1 year plus ago! HAHA.
HAHAHA, yum yum teaaa :D loving it! it was really FUN and EDUCATIONAL. I learnt a lot of the names! 我学到了很多不同的名称.. 下一次去沁园的时候一定会用一种不同的眼光去看它的 :D
Can I Have This Dance? (:
Today, racial harmony day.. quite fail mans. HAHAHA, although i really DID wear my qipao and went to school in it while most people just bring to school and change. HEEHEE, aiyah lazy lah =P HAHA, hmmm.. today also collected back results. got 2 C5 and 1 F9. YES, that's it. that shall be my only F9. I just don't understand why i can never answer geography questions, it's really irritating ):
besides that, life has been normal. oh wait,i didn't blog about my weekends did i? HAHA, well basically this weekend had been one of the most fun weekends till now :D saturday went for emerge and ViSiON magic show :D totally stoked. especially the car, i am so amazed, like really. blown away, by some of the tricks lah. some seen before and some i know how to do it myself too :x HAHA, watched the show with Jon :D Melissa look so suprised that i bought a guy friend to watch the show :P and after that when the show finish and we went Makansutra there to eat, i saw Victoria and she look equally suprised (or even more) HAHAH.. yeap, and that about all for saturday. Sunday is just basically me being in super good mood the whole day :D
in every language, je t'aime.
Today's lesson was tiring, okay basically had a tiring week even though I only went school for 3 days. Sound like it's me, but really it is tiring (: of course the happy stuff like having Ms Kok in maths lesson again and having Veena Lee in POA lesson again is really an awesome thing :D Now it's all about doing papers and papers.. i'm not getting tired of it actually.. HAHAH! good thing, i guess? :P
Tomorrow's EMERGE at church! (: so excited for it, i remember i only went emerge once! HAAHA, at time at JW. this time, it's gonna be more fun! right? :D HAHAHA. and Ecclesia's coming along too! YAYYY! gonna see her again~ wheee :D and until now I still can't post so i shall try it with the 'gallery' function on onsugar bah :D
Today I don't feel like doing anything..
Okay, i lost all that I've typed. argh.. lazy to type too much again. I just said I really fell sick and yes, I'm on MC for 2 day. tomorrow gotta go back to school for the first time after Prelims.. anyway, i also say this post is gonna be back to my cliche way of blogging, what happend and all. with photos! So saturday finally met up with Ecclesia <3 i finally see her like after.. 4 years? HAHAH :D at first couldn't get used to her accent but after that it was quite okay :D also met up with dilys, nicole and chong for lunch! we had some good time laughing! then we went and took photo and some really, seriously ridiculous thing happened. we were taking photo then this weird angmo come bahind us and take a pic together with us! and we all didn't realise that! until we went to look at the preview of the photo and then that angmo came and see also! OMG. we got a shock like OMG .__. weird angmo guyyy!!! then we all got so freaked out and keep staring at him until he walked away! HAHAHA.
we also took Polaroid (: some pretty nice ones! thanks to chong's instax! HAAHAHA! yeap, then went for service and Jayesslee performed.. ohyeah, and the Indonesia dance crew.. I think they are called the Big Toe crew or something like that.. cannot really remember, THAT 9 YEAR OLD BOY TOTALLY MADE THE WHOLE PERFORMANCE SO STOKE! OHMYGOSHH! he's really good mans, i was telling Ecclesia like "what was i doing when i was 9 year old mans!" HAHA!! yeap :D and it was after service that my voice took a hold of my ability of speech, when i talk it was as if nothing came out. I had to use Ecclesia to help me talk to jiayong :x oops!! i really had no voice then! HAHAHA. then i went to send EC off to MRT and joined the cell group again. didn't stay for long cuz i was having gastric, so went back with gladys and vk.. and end up vk came my house -.- LOL.
that's for saturday, sunday was more hangout! met with Ecclesia, dilys and nicole again to go watch Jayesslee :D this time we did the bubblegum song! omg, i'm loving that song mans!! HAHAHA, then we tried to be kiasu and see the Jayesslee T-shirt and took some time to consider about buying it.. LOL. in the end none of us bought the shirt so we couldn't get the signature.. sian. then they keep snapping photo and all! HAHAHA, and finally Janice shake hand with dilys and nicole! they all so stoked! and Ecclesia touched Sonia, i think. HAHAHA, i got nothing, cuz i didn't run after them! LOL. so after all this craziness, we walked to bugis and begin shopping!! :D :D :D and take neoprints! really a relatively memorable weekend! HAHAHA. so much fun with Dilys, Nicole and chong and especially Ecclesia! i get to see her again for Emerge~~ wheeee~~ HAHAHA.
then soon after i got home, i start to cough and everything start over again. went to see doc yesterday and had MC for yesterday and today.. rest well before my war (prelims) starts again. :D ohwell. that's all for now, i cannot upload photo, i have no idea why..
Snorkling.
This would be something that I would like to try someday, I hope. Because basically I don't usually go on vacation and even if I go, the maximum is only me and my sister that would be up to do these kind of stuff. so oh well, I shall start saving up, i am seriously thinking of going to Swiss for 2 weeks (: HAHA. then it would be such a stoke experience for me! HAHA, i'll be SO GLAD if i can go! maybe it is wishful thinking.. hahaha.
anyways, my body is malfunctioning for the first time officially in 2011 (: i can say that generally my health improved cuz last time i use to be sick at least once a term! yay for me, maybe. hahahah, i've lost my voice, sore throat and this flu... it's not funny esp when you wanna sing then you.. go out of tune, even if the note is not very high, then epic! I don't know how am i gonna talk tomorrow, or maybe i should just keep quiet and smile and all. LOL. today's holiday machiam MC.. haiyo. can i MC on monday too? it's GB day = need to wear GB uniform, i don't even like GB at all, im forced into it. I think i've repeated a million time WHY ON EARTH AM I FORCED INTO GB, but there's always people asking THAT question.. like so .__. sometimes im sick of explaining too. anyway, i dont wanna go school on monday, cuz GB day and if we never wear, confirm get scolded, which i obviously dont want. i am only a good student to a certain extent. heh.
okay, so now i'm sick. sort of. and tomorrow there's Jayesslee. (finally i can sell their name without referring to anywhere else!) excited for them, but obviously i cannot scream with my this voice, i cannot even talk out loud. HAHA, so.. it's friday night. rotting at home. gah, feel weird. i wanna go out ):
A bit more about what I think of myself..
I know I cannot afford to regret too much in my life, but really.. some reasons why I hate myself. (minority of the time, like 5%)
• I don't like myself for having STM. It brings me troubles. I forget promises that I made to people, I forget days and events. I forget things that I learn in school. And because of this, I often disappoint people and disappoint myself. The last thing I want to happened.
• I don't like myself for being too nice. Well, there's an extent to everything? Sometimes I think that being TOO nice is a flaw, forgiving people too easily, it is a flaw. Cause in the end, I'm the one that's gonna suffer and at the losing end.
• I don't like myself because I don't know how to comfort people. I try to be the very best friend that I can, and if you're that few people that I ask "what's wrong?" then it shows that i really care for you and love you. Cause I cannot say more than that. I cannot put it in words.
However, I do like myself in some way! :D
• I'm musically talented. Not professionally, but nice enough to be able to learn guitar and piano in my own without people teaching me(: yeah, I really like that point about myself.
• I'm forgiving. I know I said that is a bad thing, but if Jesus can forgive the people that did everything to Him, I should learn too right? (: And yes, honestly I'm pretty forgiving, I don't pull up a big fight over a small thing.
• My anger last for a while only. I don't get angry for very long, okay there's good and bad, but I choose to look at the good side. I just don't like to be angry, so I'll usually go like "aiyah forget it!"
Well, this is just 6 random facts about me.
A dream is a wish your heart makes...
A dream, well. I have found one of mine. I actually realised that like last year, but I just thought of it as just a temporary temptation and just something I want for the time being, but I have realise that it is not. Well, want to know what it is? It is to travel the world on my own/with my friends. I think that this can be one of the most awesome things ever, well.. it all started with India Trip, my first trip out with vk and Vienna, then followed by the HK dance trip with the dance peeps, and now what? I can't go school trip anymore, neither am I going back there for dance again. So I guess it is time to literally travel on my own.
Yeah I know some of the people out there will definitely go like "cannot! you're like so young! it is so dangerous to travel on your own. and you don't know about other countries.." blah blah blah, so on and so fourth. I really like travelling on my own, I mean of course I don't mind. I have done so many things on my own already, which people will define it as emo and which I don't. I really like spending time with myself :) that's me. I would love to travel to countries like Australia. well, that was my dream destination, and still is. I really don't know why but I just want to go that place.
And recently I have been talking to Ecclesia, she's coming over to singapore in two day's time (: exciting. probably she would join me in my church service. really looking forward to seeing her, it has been 4 years since I last saw her, well. I told her I didn't grow, and that's the truth! hahaha, anyway, back to topic. She asked me to go Switzerland with her :O like of course when my Os finish (: and I'm really thinking about it, but the expenses are gonna be very costly, the air tickets itself already cost like 1K plus. the food there is also.. ohmygosh. very expensive, but at least I'll save on the hotel fees because I get to say at her house.. I really wish I can go but I think I am going Hong Kong at the end of this year. so I don't know :/ and also, I think that it would be a good experience for me.. a country that snows.. like OMG! exciting. Hong Kong also cold :) maybe I can go next year or something.. HAHAHA.
Brought up that way - Taylor Swift
Grabs onto her daddy’s hand
He says, “Baby girl, what’s wrong with you?”
She says, “Please don’t make me go back there again.”
She said, “I wish there was someway to make them stop it.”
So he drives down to that principles office
And says, “I didn’t bring her up so they could cut her down
I didn’t bring her here so they could shut her out
I’d live my whole damn life to see that little girl smile
So why are tears pouring down that sweet face?
She wasn’t brought up that way.”
Emily’s home late again
He sees that boy drive away
Oh but something’s different this time
She doesn’t have too much to say
She said, “He tried but there’s just some things I won’t do”
And through the tears she said, “I couldn’t do that to you”
And he said, “I didn’t bring you up so he could wear you down
Take that innocent heart and turn it inside out
I’d live my whole damn life to see my little girl smile
So don’t let nobody take that away
You weren’t brought up that way.”
The phone rings on a rainy night
Says, “It’s Officer Tate”
He said, “Sir, there’s been an accident
You’d better come down here right away
A drunken driver missed an overpass
And Emily she’s fading fast.”
He says, “God I didn’t bring her up to watch them lay her down
Nearly killed me the day they put her mama in the ground
Only thing that kept me alive was that little girls smile
So please don’t take that away
It won’t be easy taking her today, she wasn’t brought up that way.”
He stands over the hospital bed
Emily opens her eyes
okay, this song is officially so touchingggg!!
I wasn't brought up this way
This title is a new song that I know from Taylor Swift :D it really sounds very nice, and touching, i might think of doing a cover for it :D it's a touching tragic story, well, pretty emo. but who cares, it sounds nice and that's all i know. tomorrow i'm suppose to study, but prolly can take out like one hour to play the cover. it will sound nice, i hope. HAHAH, it wont be easy. new chords and all. wheee...
for now, i sound happy eh. LOL, i shall not emo too much, but i really cannot stand the fact that my mom don't let me go dance since she already agreed to let me go that time. i'll be happier if she could just say no from the very beginning and not let me go then say no. ohwell, i gotta accept the fact that i cant go dance now cause of Os. really hate to disappoint people..
I lived my whole damn life to see my little girl smile
